Dont have much to say..but here it goes:

i've lost for good the love of my life..

im alone..im crying and hurting..

i dont know what i've done..but one thing i know..without her i dont want to live..and thats one of the few things that i know..and im sure

I've done some stupid things im my life..i've made her cry..but now..i havent done anything..and i dont know why did i lost her..because all i want in my life is her her love..

In front of everyone im gonna say this..we were engaged..today i bought 2 beautiful rings..Two engaged rings so i could give her when she arrives..it was a surprise..but..it doesnt matter anymore..because i lost her.. forever ..

In one year..i´ve lost my father..and the most important thing of my life..my girlfriend..so..what am i doing here? i dont have any more reasons to live..do i?

I decided to put this here..so she could read it if she wants to.. she´s everything to me..and without her..i´m not gonna live anymore..and that´s a promisse..so..

Kisses to all my friends..and to all here in

P.S: If anyone thinks that i wrote this just to have her pitty..or to see if she comes back to me..nop..thats not my intention..but i love her..and im gonna love her till me end of my days..i will never..and im gonna repeat this.. I WILL NEVER have another person im my life..because without Monica..Im dead..and i dont want to live..so.. bye bye all..